Minggu, 27 January 2008, jam 13.1o..telah berpulang mantan presiden ke 2 Indonesia, HM Soeharto di Rumah Sakit Pusat Pertamina. Berita yang pasti sangat mengejutkan di hari Minggu yang santai ini. Tak perduli kawan,lawan..pastinya sangat terkejut dengan kepergian Pak Harto ini.Kendati beberapa pihak sudah sangat siap dengan kepergian Pak Harto..tak urung saat pak Harto pergi, ada rasa miris menyesak di hati. Tak perduli..berapa banyak duka dan marah yg pernah ada pada mantan Bapak Negara ini..kepergiannya sontak mengundang kesedihan ..selagi kita bergelar manusia yg punya hati.....
"Innalillahi Wa Innalillahi Rojiun "
This is the story of Life. Live of my life and my daughter's Life. Together..we both are surviving life in our own way but,one thing for sure together in a warm and everlasting love..
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Nggak Mudhagi
First time in her life, my terrific Naja not having "mudhagi" ( her own word for breastfeeding ). Today,I started my pre production project in Kuala Lumpur. So, I have to leave my Naja at home ( we stay in Johor Bahru ) with her nenek. I left home "sesubuh subuh sepi'ie.. ( at 5 in the morning ) to catch the bus. I reached KL at 1pm and went back to JB at 9pm. Reach home at 4am. So..during the whole day..Naja nggak mudhagi. Biasanya, gak lebih dari sejam..Naja pasti nyari mudagi. Walaupun ASIku udah makin menipis tapi Naja gak perduli.She's actually looking for the smell which make her comfort and..my hug which make her "menye menye".hehe. At first, I worried if she get mad..asking for mudagi. Luckily,nite before leaving..i explained to her that 'mimi besok pergi kerja sebentar ya.Naja sama Nenek ya.Nggak mudagi dulu.Minum susu botol aja ya.Nanti mimi pulang..kita mudagi banyak banyak.Ya? and she answered; 'ya, mimi'. Nggak tau deh beneran ngerti atau cuma ngebeo..tapi,believe it or not..she's doing well for the whole day..!
Is this mean Naja udah bisa nggak mudagi selamanya?Well..i don't think so.Soale..begitu liat gue lagi di rumah..naja langsung.."MUDAGI"..
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Kekhawatiranku
Hmmm...
It's not easy being a parents. Especially a single mommy like me.
My little Naja is getting terrific in her two years old. She's a wonderful singer with her 'Cicak Cicak Ninini..( di dinding maksudnya ), and oo..kamu ketauan..pacaran lagi, one of Indonesia's latest hits, terrific fighter, bawel, manja,..adorable..and so..and so. Day by day..she become more adorable.
As for me..i just afraid.Afraid that I'm not able to raise her in perfect way. Unable to educate her well. Watching her cheerful smile sometimes i wonder..Can I make it..??
Tessy...
When I was a pretty,gorgeous, and adorable teenager ( in my opinion lah )..i have a lot of dreams. I was dreaming to be a radio presenter since i love listening to radio and always envy the presenter for their chances in meeting famous people and be the first to know about new songs. ( In addition, it is actually another way of being celebrity.I actually dream to be a celebrity, but agreed that i have no star quality.Heheh..). So,I decided to use my brain rather than my look. In another time..i dream to be a journalist, next, I plan to have my own tv programe and get married to a javanese man.
As time goes by,with hard work and passion plus non-stop pray..i managed to achieved my dreams.Not only one dream..but..All...! Can u belive it???? I was the happiest woman on earth..until the 'disaster' hit me...!
I'v been cheated. collapsed.Peniless.Lonely.Dissapointed.Weak.Frustated.
I cried.Angry.cried.cried..
But..
That's enuff..
I think I had enuff...
Just enuff...
I have to move on..
Life is still a long way to go for me..
It is not easy..
But I have to make it..
For Live of Life..
For my life..
and for my little angel's life..Naja Laura
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