oooww..so this kind of mother i am

Naja is about to start her pre-school. Before, she need to passed through some tests. The results released a week after. Hasilnya, untuk bidang art and English Naja masih kurang bagus. You know what happened then? I discovered the new side of me. I feel dissapointed. Ternyata, gue nggak bisa terima kalau anak gue ada kelemahan mata pelajaran.Next? gue kayak orang obsessed. Berkutat mengajar Naja A B C,english dan mewarna yang rapi di rumah. all day long.SHit..!!kok gue gini ya? i know this is bad..but i can't help myself.
hahah... Can't imagine later when Naja is in primary or secondary school. Gue bakal seribet apa ya??

Black Valentine

"this is my 'killer look.pay attention on my lips..red and love lust"

Kisah ni seram seram kelakar. I don't even know how does it started till it hurts once its ended.
Belakangan, jadi deket sama seorang teman. Let's just call him "dude".Awalnya cuma teman seprofesi.urusan kerja. belakangan,lagi lagi tanpa aku sadar dia mulai rutin ngirim message di blacberry messengerku. Berawal dari sapaan rutin tiap pagi.Gue masih nggak sadar bahwa kedekatan itu semakin menjadi, kendati saat dia berada di luar negeri pun sapaan paginya tak prnh luput hadir di bbmku.Berlanjut dengan seringnya mengunjungiku di kantor untuk sekedar mengajak makan bareng,atau sharing lagu kesukaan. Kebetulan kami sama sama pecinta sebuah group musik. Seru sekali rasanya berjam jam membahas dan menyanyikan bersama lagu lagu favorit kami. Berlanjut dengan beberapa kali dia mengantarkan pulang, hinggalah...
"Eh,besok nonton konser Tompi valentine, yuk" ajaknya.Spontan pikiran ini melonjak dan tak lagi polos.Is he asking me for a date?, i wondered. "I thought u wanted to watch Glenn's show?" i said. Ya, gak pa pa..nonton tompi dulu. Here we go..i have a valentine date!! i jumped into conclusion.
On the V day..i dressed up to the max. SImple but still..cute! hehe. Then..suddenly he never turn up that night! I was upset. My valentine turns into black valentine.But guess what..i managed to hide it so no one can see how my heart's broken.
Gue pulang ke rumah naik taxi sendirian malam malam.Dalam taxi ku tak habis pikir..what happened?what's going on??
Late at nite..i got a news that he is watching Glenn Fredly's show with other girl..Hmmm...:((but still..leave a message on my bbm,asking why i didn't come to Glenn's show. Huump??! MAKSUUUD...??!!
Sialnya..sebuah lagu dari Kahitna bagai soundtrackku hari ini. Judulnya " Insomnia". Ku tak tidur,semalam. Hatiku..sakit.Kau ada disana..dan kau genggam tangannya..ingin ku tak melihatnya.Yang kau lihat..senyumku..tak kau lihat..tangisku.