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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Tessy...






When I was a pretty,gorgeous, and adorable teenager ( in my opinion lah )..i have a lot of dreams. I was dreaming to be a radio presenter since i love listening to radio and always  envy the presenter for their chances in meeting famous people and be the first to know about new songs. ( In addition, it is actually another way of being celebrity.I actually dream to be a celebrity, but agreed that i have no star quality.Heheh..). So,I decided to use my brain rather than my look. In another time..i dream to be a journalist, next, I plan to have my own tv programe and get married to a javanese man.
As time goes by,with hard work and passion plus non-stop pray..i managed to achieved my dreams.Not only one dream..but..All...! Can u belive it???? I was the happiest woman on earth..until the 'disaster' hit me...!
I'v been cheated. collapsed.Peniless.Lonely.Dissapointed.Weak.Frustated.
I cried.Angry.cried.cried..

But..
That's enuff..
I think I had enuff...
Just enuff...

I have to move on..
Life is still a long way to go for me..
It is not easy..
But I have to make it..
For Live of Life..
For my life..
and for my little angel's life..Naja Laura

1 comment:

OlivesTree said...

Tes, masih inget ngga Debra Ong? dia anak AMB juga..hmm gw ngga tau lo pernah sekelas atau ngga ma dia. Waktu itu gw pernah duduk berdua ma dia, ngobrol2 soal hidup..and gw inget dia bilang 'Life will become shitty at times...as shitty as it is..'

Tapi life goes on. And gw percaya, banyak hal dalam hidup yang sebenernya adalah lesson buat kita pelajari, pahit emang, tapi kita belajar dari itu.

I admire you, A LOT!..gw tau perjuangan lo kayak gimana dan gw respect itu sama lo banget2. You know what, I know that your life will be happy in the end..I got this hunch ;). -your daffy-