Nggak Mudhagi

First time in her life, my terrific Naja not having "mudhagi" ( her own word for breastfeeding ). Today,I started my pre production project in Kuala Lumpur. So, I have to leave my Naja at home ( we stay in Johor Bahru ) with her nenek. I left home "sesubuh subuh sepi'ie.. ( at 5 in the morning ) to catch the bus. I reached KL at 1pm and went back to JB at 9pm. Reach home at 4am. So..during the whole day..Naja nggak mudhagi. Biasanya, gak lebih dari sejam..Naja pasti nyari mudagi. Walaupun ASIku udah makin menipis tapi Naja gak perduli.She's actually looking for the smell which make her comfort and..my hug which make her "menye menye".hehe. At first, I worried if she get mad..asking for mudagi. Luckily,nite before leaving..i explained to her that 'mimi besok pergi kerja sebentar ya.Naja sama Nenek ya.Nggak mudagi dulu.Minum susu botol aja ya.Nanti mimi pulang..kita mudagi banyak banyak.Ya? and she answered; 'ya, mimi'. Nggak tau deh beneran ngerti atau cuma ngebeo..tapi,believe it or not..she's doing well for the whole day..!
Is this mean Naja udah bisa nggak mudagi selamanya?Well..i don't think so.Soale..begitu liat gue lagi di rumah..naja langsung.."MUDAGI"..